Spit it.: Archive

“I’m ugly and fat”

– Carmen

Dec 13th

im ugly and fat

Dec 13th

Aug 4th

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Time is ticking.

Just a couple more days and it ends… again. After a while you think it’d be easier that it’s wouldn’t even matter anymore. Honestly, no matter how many times I go through this, separating is never easy. Sure it gets better but that moment when you realize they’re gone feels like shit. Everything is unpredictable and every time you leave I always wonder if things will...

Jul 19th

To my partner in crime.

I’m not going to lie.. It didn’t really hit me that you were officially leaving until last night. I guess you could say I tried avoiding everything and acting as if everything was going to be the same. But shit shoot me, it’s not. The moment I drove away I seriously tried my hardest to not cry. It was then when I realized everything is different. No more random play time, biking...

Jul 1st

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I love my cousin Rinna Pera.

She’s just so much cooler than me, I can’t emphasize it enough<3

Jun 10th

Circles.

I’m tired, I’m really tired. When is it going to end? Actually I know how to get to my ending. I’m just too scared to initiate my plan and face my fears.

Jun 8th

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The Prince of Persia dips it low. <3

May 28th

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Apr 12th

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I'm giving up.

This is stupid. I’m not getting my hopes up for any more schools. Fuck this shit. I’m done. I’m in such disbelief that it’s killing me. I don’t feel like checking anymore emails. Can’t I just quit now? UGH. Please.. no more. It’s already hard knowing that I failed and I’m honestly disappointed in myself for not trying enough. For not putting my best...

Mar 15th

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Random nights with my lover Wendy :) The stupid shit we do.. Yes. AND we match :) Maybe it’s time to go pro.

Mar 8th

I should do my homework now...

powlownraychel: SHIT.

Mar 7th

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Mar 7th

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I'm almost there.

A little more than a week and a little less than 3 weeks will be filled with unpredictable events that can drastically narrow down my road. These events will undoubtedly leave me crying until my eyes dry and screaming until my lungs burst. It’s extremely frightening but thrilling. So I guess I’ll just have to sit at the edge of my seat with squinted eyes while I wait for the all horror...

Mar 6th

Feb 24th

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I can totally procrastinate for a bit. A short... →

awalkingsatire: from sam who got it from steven who got it from myles A - Available: Yeeep - Age: seventeeeeen - Annoyance: AP chem and how my acceptances will be revoked because this class is a piece of shit. FML. - Animal: I love ducks :) B - Beer: Sure. - Birthday: August fucking fourth - Best Friends: Everyone I love - Body Part on opposite sex: dimples - Best feeling in the world:...

Feb 16th

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Feb 3rd

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Dear Rachel Aguirre,

You are definitely my favorite junior :) I love you so much. I’m so sad to leave you after highschool :’( You da best ! :) I wouldn’t know what i’d do without you. LOVE, Carla Alvarez

Jan 30th

Jan 29th

AP LIT KIDS!

Anyone know if we’re going to have a quiz tomorrow?

Jan 26th

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ambiguation: throughkaleidoscopeyes: ev4ngelista: AP Chem by B.K. “FUCK IT. TEST ON FRIDAY” “BROWNIE FAIRY” “IDGAF!!!” THIS IS FUCKIN HELLA FUNNY OMG THIS IS HELLA TRUE HAHAHA GOOD JOB BK HAHAHA AP Chem can suck my dick. I seriously hate that class and this is what happens every day. Btw good job Bk hellllaaa true but I beg to differ.. I do care about those brownies. :)

Jan 19th

I'm not bad, I just make a lot of stupid...

Sorry, I’m a teenager.

Jan 18th

Dec 28th

What I want for Christmas

To be honest I don’t remember when was the last time I thought special occasions were fun. I always saw them as a chore, another regular day. Why? Because my family never got along. Christmas is the time of the year when we’re all supposed to be merry and happy, well that’s how I picture it in my dreams. But fact is, it’s only in my dreams. In reality any occasion including...

Dec 25th

Totally our date, road trip, shopping song. Hahah.

Dec 23rd

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Dec 12th

Tomorrow you're only a day away!

I haven’t noticed how fast time flew. I swear it seems like it was just yesterday we had our final goodbye as you walked me out to my car. I wasn’t shocked it was more overwhelming than anything and the last thing you said was “See you in December.” At that time december seemed so far away. I’m always scared for the future and I didn’t think I would make it this...

Dec 9th

Dec 4th

Nov 30th

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Ugly girl.

Carla's mom: ugly girl, did you finish your homework?
Carla: no. 
Me: wow you responded hahaha 
 Whatta lose
 YEAH totally can't spell loseR right. Nice comeback.

Nov 30th

OH STEEVEEN..

 *Plays "Up Up and Away"*
Me: Don't you love this song it's about getting high. haha
Steven: No Katy Perry shit on that
 *Plays "Last Friday Night"*
Steven: The story of my life
 "There's a stranger in my bed.."
Me: Oh really steven..
 HAHHAHAH
 So when's the next friday night? Haha. Seriously in dire need of one.

Nov 30th

Nov 28th

I'm ready to leave.

I hate how you always underestimate me. “Only intelligent people get accepted here? Then why are you wasting our time here” welll fuck you ho! Am I not good enough for you because I’m working my ass off but apparent in your eyes I’m still a failure. At least I want to go to college. At least I have the motivation to accomplish something and become a successful person,...

Nov 24th

Happy November 16!

Even though we’re two years late I still love Julie and Alex and I hella miss our daily potlucks! :) its our last november 16th together so we should go out and celebrate. Yiiiipppiiiieeee. :DD

Nov 16th

I Hate how I’m putting in so much effort for this trip and no one is helping me. Okay I ask a simple question like what time are we going to get there because there are fucking times for the tour and I have nooo way to set this vacation if I can’t get that stupid simple answer but no you turn this whole thing over into a stupid fight. WELL FUCK YOU! I don’t want to fucking go to...

Nov 15th

Ears plugged.

Maybe you feel like you haven’t done your share of parenting or you’ve just been more of a friend than a parent to me. Well you know what I like that and I prefer that. You’ve let me make my own decisions to screw up my own life because it IS my life but now you’ve decided that you now want to have an input on my plans. I appreciate your opinion but I won’t listen....

Nov 10th

FUCK YOU!

That’s all I have to say to you.

Nov 3rd

i love the feeling of mice crawling up my vagina :D

Oct 28th

I love fucking

yeahbuddymrbiasca: Anything, anyone, anywhere, anyhow. I got you anytime. You would.. sick ass slore.

Oct 28th

confession:

im considering going into prostitution instead of microbiology. what do you think about that?

Oct 28th

so hey guys!

i lick the clit :P

Oct 28th

So,

yeahbuddymrbiasca: Most people skip school and go somewhere fun and disregard school. What do I do? Skip school and go to Starbucks and the library to study. Isn’t life just great? With meee. Does this make us good or bad students? Haha.

Oct 25th